My momentary savior
A whole pizza
A whole hand down my throat
Throwing it up
To save myself from the shame
Of eating all of it
Because it’s not okay to eat all the feelings
I need to eat and regurgitate
The pain
But you can’t
My love. My love. My love, Love,
You can’t eat the pain
and spit it up like a vomit or a gagging
You must let it pass through you
And release it
You must let it go easy, if you really
Need it to
Be gone
And it’s not so easy my love, but you can do it
I believe in you.