they never loved you waiting for your next words your thoughts written to make them feel better about their life the one they weren’t really living just scrolling for a feeling something to spark excitement. engagement. emotions. and did you love you waiting for their likes on your words written to make you feel better […]
Nunday… Again
Things to say Never felt this way Gapping is better It’s safer today To parcel the story Of heartache The one you’re Still telling Again & Again It’s where you Live Again & Again Tomorrow is better Except when it’s not Another Nunday Or maybe Monday Feeling like you lost Your heart In a moment, […]
Last Breath: A Poem
You live your life as it isHopefully you hopeFor moreThan beforeA new awarenessOf yourselfA skill you gainedIn seeing the worldWith new eyesYou didn’t have yesterdayAnd into your tomorrowYou dream of somethingYou’re creating right nowIn this momentAn awarenessThat’s happeningIn the presentAnd you’reMagicallyOut of thin airManifestingJust that thingIt’s brilliantBeautifulBurgeoningOn blissPen to wordsAnd yet what’s important toWrite down […]
Until The End
only bringing my heart i bring that to everything and it’s gonna be brilliant she said to herself it was, fact actually better than more like magic inexplicable in one breath before pandemic they met, where the wild meet before the feeding frenzy there’s a calm an opened door a wrong seat appropriated A brush […]
A Reverse Poem
Road Trip
Breath rising and falling One breath Life rising and falling One life Hills rising and falling One bike Past rising and falling One Road trip It’s all the same And so different One girls’ heart Rising and falling One Dog’s tail Rising and falling One anticipation Rising and falling One excitement Rising and falling One […]
When You Venture Out
When you venture out today go as the crow flies Which is meant to say spread your wings Expand in the direction of the wind Take up space. Fly. Unencumbered by steel cages on four wheels telling you when to stop, go & slow down. Limiting your direction and turning to the left This is […]
Whole30 Wholehearted
Black coffee doesn’t suit me wellDark & murkyTwisted with bitternessI long for blue skiesLush grassSunny days& clouds of creamSweetening the pastWith a silver spoon stirSwirling to forgetWith each clinkEverything lostPain enduredHeart brokenAgainIt’s not my first attemptI’ve had so many nowBlack coffee doesn’t suit me well& yet I will try again
Heavy Vs. Light
What’s heavyYour body walking with shameInnocence lost from betrayalAttention given with expectationsNever measuring upWhat’s lightYour body walking with joyInnocence attained with vulnerabilityAttention given unconditionallyNever giving less than your best todayWhat’s heavyPast hurts and traumaLiving your now from yesterdayDoing what they think you should doCarrying your resentmentsWhat’s lightPast in the pastLiving your now right nowDoing what […]
New Life
New lifeNew opportunityNew chancesNew skillsNew growthNew loveComes With…New hardshipNew obstaclesNew heartbreakNew strugglesNew frustrationsNew hurts It’s okay to let a butt cheek hang out while experiencing all of it.